Hi , your story sounds so familiar to me. I know what its lik eto lose everything you love, have nothing, and when you look around, nobody to help. It feels so alone, like noone cares, but you still have your baby, and God. Be thankfull of that. I was reading about toys for tots last night and saw that they have an ongoing support program for the needs of children with parents in prison. Look them up on the web, maybe they can give you the information you need to get the help you need. Good luck dear, and remember you are not alone.